I apologise in advance for this post, and if you get offended easily please don't read anymore of this entry. I'm sick and tired of you people in my life who think the world revolves around you, and that it owes you something. We all have to work hard to get anywhere in this life, and no one owes you a God damn thing! If someone does or is willing to do something for you, it doesn't matter what the end result is, just be grateful that they are willing to do it for you in the first place. I'm not going to mention names here because I don't want to embarrass anyone but you know who you are without my telling you.
There are two of you in particular that I'm very upset with, and this bitching post is directed at you. I realise that we're all human and we blow up at each other, but grow some balls and admit what you did, and say you're sorry! Or pardon my french, and get the fuck out of my life because I don't have the energy or the temperament anymore to put up with your selfish childish ways. I have friends who are fighting cancer, are loosing their homes, have loved ones in the hospital, and one who just lost his son in a car crash, and yet none of them has ever given me the amount of shit that you two have lately. I even have someone in my life who does fly off the handle sometimes because he's going through a lot in his life right now, but at least he's man enough to say he's sorry for treating me that way.
So you two, grow up or get out of my life. I do care for both of you very much, but you don't seem to realise that I've got troubles of my own, and don't need this crap. And by the way you're NOT all that, and you need to eat a few pieces of humble pie, and get over yourselves. I think that's your biggest problem is that you think you're all that and a bag of chips! It turns people off when you brag about yourself, unless they ask first. You guys have this attitude of "Look at me everybody! I've done this, and I'm so great at that! blah blah blah" When you should be saying "Hey here I am, just as confused as you, how can I help you achieve a better life? And can you help me too?" We're all in this life together, and we should help each other. I'm sorry I have to be so mean, but you both have hurt me so, and you don't even care that you hurt me. But it's not all your fault because I let you get away with it, and I said nothing. I put my head down and walked away instead of sticking up for myself. But I did it because I do care about you, and I just was so down I couldn't fight back. But I give you warning that from now on I will no longer take it anymore, and even though I am very grateful for what you've done for me, the gloves are coming off. I don't want to loose you guys, but I have to protect, love and take care of my best friend (me) or no one else will.
To All Of You
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