It's not Halloween without this classic!
To All Of You
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
I AM A GEMINI
Gemini Woman
May 21 TO June 21
Slogan: I Think, Therefore I am.
GENERAL CHARACTERISTICS:
The sign of Gemini is known as the “Child of the Zodiac,” and in keeping with that description it portrays youthful vitality, and an ardent curiosity about life. This is a sign ruled by the planet Mercury the fleet-footed messenger of the gods.
It is an airy, communicative sign and therefore the Gemini women are always on the move, and with a mind to match. These girls are always inspired with ideas and they constantly express the need to relate, to talk, and to connect with others.
The Gemini woman tends to be very rational person who analyses life and separates thoughts and ideas into smaller pieces.While this tendency can result in a highly intelligent, versatile, and quick-minded person, it can also contribute to the Gemini woman’s tendency to be dispersed, nervous, and mentally fatigued.
Gemini girls love to travel about, jumping from here to there in a never-ending search for new experiences and discoveries of all kinds. At times this need for continual movement can cause the Gemini woman to lose direction and, it can become more important and override the actual purpose for a journey.
Gemini woman becomes increasingly more discriminating as she matures, and will clarify the focus of her life orientation. Irrespective, by her nature she will endeavour to remain an adolescent as long as possible, since she thrives on, and loves the many faces and the many small adventures that she meets along her versatile way in life.
PERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS:
The Gemini woman is one who has a wide variety of interests. She will seek a partner who is as intellectually stimulating as he is sexually attractive and, one who is who is mobile, versatile, and not possessive.
In keeping with her “Sign of the Twins” the Gemini girl has a wide range of friendships and she detests any feeling of being restricted or tied down. Since Gemini is not the most consistent of the zodiacal signs, then any partner to a Gemini girl will need to be a very patient person.
A relationship with a Gemini woman can be very exciting, stimulating, and full of variety, however, there can be a tendency for it to be devoid of true emotional intensity. A Gemini woman can relate very well with those of the signs Aquarius, Aries, and Sagittarius. In addition, be comfortable with Leo . Virgo, Capricorn and Taurus can be a challenge and, difficulties can arise with those with the more emotional signs of Pisces, Scorpio and Cancer.
So if a woman that is very fun to be with appeals to you, and you're not possessive or overly emotional, the Gemini girl can be the girl of your dreams!
May 21 TO June 21
Slogan: I Think, Therefore I am.
GENERAL CHARACTERISTICS:
The sign of Gemini is known as the “Child of the Zodiac,” and in keeping with that description it portrays youthful vitality, and an ardent curiosity about life. This is a sign ruled by the planet Mercury the fleet-footed messenger of the gods.
It is an airy, communicative sign and therefore the Gemini women are always on the move, and with a mind to match. These girls are always inspired with ideas and they constantly express the need to relate, to talk, and to connect with others.
The Gemini woman tends to be very rational person who analyses life and separates thoughts and ideas into smaller pieces.While this tendency can result in a highly intelligent, versatile, and quick-minded person, it can also contribute to the Gemini woman’s tendency to be dispersed, nervous, and mentally fatigued.
Gemini girls love to travel about, jumping from here to there in a never-ending search for new experiences and discoveries of all kinds. At times this need for continual movement can cause the Gemini woman to lose direction and, it can become more important and override the actual purpose for a journey.
Gemini woman becomes increasingly more discriminating as she matures, and will clarify the focus of her life orientation. Irrespective, by her nature she will endeavour to remain an adolescent as long as possible, since she thrives on, and loves the many faces and the many small adventures that she meets along her versatile way in life.
PERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS:
The Gemini woman is one who has a wide variety of interests. She will seek a partner who is as intellectually stimulating as he is sexually attractive and, one who is who is mobile, versatile, and not possessive.
In keeping with her “Sign of the Twins” the Gemini girl has a wide range of friendships and she detests any feeling of being restricted or tied down. Since Gemini is not the most consistent of the zodiacal signs, then any partner to a Gemini girl will need to be a very patient person.
A relationship with a Gemini woman can be very exciting, stimulating, and full of variety, however, there can be a tendency for it to be devoid of true emotional intensity. A Gemini woman can relate very well with those of the signs Aquarius, Aries, and Sagittarius. In addition, be comfortable with Leo . Virgo, Capricorn and Taurus can be a challenge and, difficulties can arise with those with the more emotional signs of Pisces, Scorpio and Cancer.
So if a woman that is very fun to be with appeals to you, and you're not possessive or overly emotional, the Gemini girl can be the girl of your dreams!
Saturday, October 3, 2009
MY HEART
I don't know what the hell this virus has done to me, but it's done much more than just make me ill. It's made me feel very mushy and sentimental. It's forced me to lower my walls, and show more of my feelings. I guess in a way you can call it a good thing...but it scares the shit out of me. My mom has been laughing at me because she's known all along what a softhearted person I am, and that I do a great job of hiding it. I guess I've always feared that if I wear my heart out on my sleeve, I'll just get hurt. And if they see the little girl in me, they'll laugh, and not with me, AT me. But you know I've been hiding for almost 27 years, and I'm tired.
Another thing that I've noticed is that not only am I crying more, I'm also laughing with more joy as well. I even bought a bubble gun and I now go down the street in my chair shooting bubbles along the way! Yeah I know, you might think I've lost it, but you know life is just too damn short. I'm not saying I think I'm gonna die soon, but you never know, and I want to die happy. Maybe I'm finally coming to terms with being in this chair, and even though I can't do the things I used to, I can still make a fool of myself.
I'm playing with my dog more, I watch more mushy movies, I laugh more, I'm hugging and kissing my friends more and telling them how much I love them every chance I get. I thought acting like this would make me a push over, but I find that it's making me actually stand up for myself more. My attitude now is that if I care about you, I'll be there for you through bad times because that's what friends are for, but I'm not going to sit with you through a LIFE SUCKS PITY PARTY because I just don't have the time or the energy. A therapist once told me that it takes a great deal of energy to be unhappy all the time, and she was right. I know life is hard, BELIEVE me I know, and we're all guilty of self pity, but as Steven King says in the Shawshank Redemption, "Get busy living, or get busy dieing".
Maybe it was hearing scary things from my doctor, and the words "heart donor list" that woke me up. I think we all take life for granted, until you realize it can be taken from you. I've been fighting to live for so many years, but I think for the wrong reasons. It was because I'm not a quitter, and because I had others that love and depend on me. But it was never for me, I never wanted to live for just me, and that's sad. I have a few friends like that, who are existing, not living. One in particular whom I love very much, but since she doesn't love herself, my love for her is in vain. She is more concerned about what people who don't give a shit about her think about her, than those of us who love her. I've tried to reach her but I can't. But I can't change her attitude, I can only change mine. It doesn't matter if I'm here another year, or another 40, if those years are not spent with some degree of happiness, I might as well just die now.
Another thing that I've noticed is that not only am I crying more, I'm also laughing with more joy as well. I even bought a bubble gun and I now go down the street in my chair shooting bubbles along the way! Yeah I know, you might think I've lost it, but you know life is just too damn short. I'm not saying I think I'm gonna die soon, but you never know, and I want to die happy. Maybe I'm finally coming to terms with being in this chair, and even though I can't do the things I used to, I can still make a fool of myself.
I'm playing with my dog more, I watch more mushy movies, I laugh more, I'm hugging and kissing my friends more and telling them how much I love them every chance I get. I thought acting like this would make me a push over, but I find that it's making me actually stand up for myself more. My attitude now is that if I care about you, I'll be there for you through bad times because that's what friends are for, but I'm not going to sit with you through a LIFE SUCKS PITY PARTY because I just don't have the time or the energy. A therapist once told me that it takes a great deal of energy to be unhappy all the time, and she was right. I know life is hard, BELIEVE me I know, and we're all guilty of self pity, but as Steven King says in the Shawshank Redemption, "Get busy living, or get busy dieing".
Maybe it was hearing scary things from my doctor, and the words "heart donor list" that woke me up. I think we all take life for granted, until you realize it can be taken from you. I've been fighting to live for so many years, but I think for the wrong reasons. It was because I'm not a quitter, and because I had others that love and depend on me. But it was never for me, I never wanted to live for just me, and that's sad. I have a few friends like that, who are existing, not living. One in particular whom I love very much, but since she doesn't love herself, my love for her is in vain. She is more concerned about what people who don't give a shit about her think about her, than those of us who love her. I've tried to reach her but I can't. But I can't change her attitude, I can only change mine. It doesn't matter if I'm here another year, or another 40, if those years are not spent with some degree of happiness, I might as well just die now.
Friday, October 2, 2009
AQUI ESTARE (The english lyrics to the beautiful spanish love song)
That you will never see me like the girl of your dreams , that you will not pay attention to the facade of my bones; it is certain that the moon is not of cheese and that I do not have model curves…
That never you will understand this absurd feeling, I that I will never have the fortune of a kiss; it is certain that on a daily basis I am living in a story of you foretell that I invent to me…
And even so I will take care of almost leyéndote to you thought, and even so I will remain always to your side next to your silencios, and even so I will follow to you until the world changes and turns the other way around. here I will be (auqi estare)
That you will never see me like the cause of sleeplessness, I that you will not include/understand that I am angel of your story; I understand that your eyes have fear to see the woman that I am on the inside…
And even so I will take care of almost leyéndote to you thought, and even so I will remain always to your side next to your silencios, and even so I will follow to you until the world changes and turns the other way around. here I will be (aui estare)
And even so I will take care of almost leyéndote to you thought, and even so I will remain always to your side next to your silencios, and even so I will follow to you until the world changes and turns the other way around. here I will be (aqui estare)
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