WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?

I can't put this in a delicate or sweet way, so I'm not even going to try. So my question to you is WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!!! I realise you're human with human faults, but I never thought you were just plain stupid. We all put on masks to hide our pain, or true feelings to the world, but deep deep down inside no matter who we are, we would all love to find someone that truly loves us just the way we are. Well mister you've found it, and now you're playing games and hurting the one person that really loves you.

Don't you want someone who is fun, loving, affectionate, has more than a single digit IQ, and above all puts you and your feelings first? You've been here a few years babe, you know how hard that is to find. Like the Billy Joel song says, TELL HER ABOUT IT! And the song also says she's put her trust in you, but a girl like that won't tell you what you should do. Remember this is me talking to you, and you may think you can bullshit me but you can't. I know you have feelings for her, and I know how much you care. So don't be a dumb ass and blow this chance to find true joy. Even if you're just scared to put your heart out on the line, just tell her and she'll understand. And unless you're the most stupid person in the world, you must know how much she loves you. But you're the man, it's up to you. She's a lady, and true ladies never push. But as much as she loves you, she also loves herself, and you've made her cry with your thoughtless behavior, and untruthful ways.

Maybe you might be angry that I didn't put this in a private email, but you know who you are, and who she is, and maybe there's someone out there in the same situation, and needs a wake up call as well. Besides you're ether going to listen or your not. But remember, if you let her slip away, don't ever sit back with friends and feel sorry for yourself. Because at least once in your life you were blessed with true love, and YOU threw it away.