I know this may seem like whining, but I need to vent! For those of you that are men I'd like to take this opportunity to extend my deepest sympathy. How you manage to have relationships with women, and still keep your sanity is something I just can't figure out! I've always been what you might call a girly-girl tomboy. I mean I love being a woman with dresses and heels, but I just prefer to hang out with men than women.
Women may make the world a more beautiful place, but they can make life a living hell. Oh I know you men can be pretty stupid at times, and I can't for the life of me understand how you can memorize sport stats, but you forget your wife's birthday, but for the most part you men are strait forward. You don't play mind games, and you don't back stab.
I get sick this weekend with a stroke, and I have a girlfriend of mine email the people who mean something to me to let them know, and my dearest friend in the whole world takes something in that email the wrong way, and instead of trying to get a hold of me to find out what's going on, she writes me an email saying she's hurt and that she is walking away from our friendship. That's the drama I never have to go through with my male friends. Sure there's misunderstandings sometimes, and of course those of my male friends who are married or are in a relationship I have to keep my respectful distance. But I notice I never have to WATCH WHAT I SAY, or pretend to be happy when I'm not.
Right now I'm not in a good place. I feel abandoned and so misunderstood. For those of you who are my friends please know that I love and need all of you. I can't do this alone, I can't hold my head up and say to hell with the world, I'm just not that strong. And if I ever say or do anything that hurts or upsets you, please tell me, because right now I'm trying to figure out what true friends are for.
To All Of You
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