FOR YOU MIKEY

This entry is for my friend Mikey. It was so wonderful to get back in touch with you! You've brought back so many memories of a time in my life when the future looked so promising, and life's dark shadows hadn't blackened the sky with it's tempest, (like that? made it up myself) and we were so young and foolish. I remember when we first met back when I was just 21. Why I let you go without getting to know you better is something I never will understand. But letting you go the second time our lives crossed, is just down right stupidity!

Now Mike, my life is so different from those days of the past. I have cancer, and my body can no longer take the chemo needed. I've cut back on my treatment schedule, and that puts my life in danger. I'm in a wheelchair now, and although it does make my life easier, it still makes me feel inadequate.

Thank you for being so kind and sweet, and for making me feel young again. You're still one of the hottest looking guys I've ever met (damn you!) and I can't wait to see you in Feb. All my love handsome, you still make me weak in the knees!