ANOTHER SLEEPLESS NIGHT

Sitting here at Denny's having coffee, and wondering what the hell did I do with the brains that God was good enough to give me! I really don't feel sorry for myself very often, but when I do, I do it big time. When I was young, I had dreams like everyone else. I was going to be a well known comic, or at least well known enough so that I could write comedy for a living. Then once I made enough money I was going to travel the world taking pictures. Then some time in my forties I was going to write a book about my life. Well here I am 42, sitting in a stupid Denny's having coffee, and nothing to show for a life except pain and tears. I realize a great deal of it is my own fault for not getting an education, and not getting married to Mr. right when he came along, but it breaks my heart that I might die like this without leaving some sort of mark on this world. I hope all those that read this don't make the same stupid mistake I did and think that there is always time to spare. DON'T TAKE ANY DAY FOR GRANTED, GET OFF YOUR BUTT AND GO AND DO AT LEAST ONE THING THAT YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO, BUT HAVEN'T!!!!!!!